wigs and lashes

i really want to go wander through thriftstores today. it's a perfect, rainy, gloomy, seattle day. january wears my heart out yeah after year. i am uncomfortable always in our winters. it's the skinny stark trees in our backyard that to me look defeated, scrawney and starving. i could go for watching, "the secret garden" this afternoon.

i have been craving social activities the last few days. my psyche is craving live music, it wants a few glasses of champagne. i need a night out in a pretty little dress. some antique jewels. i want ruffles, silk stockings, i want to smoke capri cigarettes while strolling arm in arm with rhaychell. maybe it's because i have been house bound since Christmas. Ever since my 72 volkswagon bug's engine froze up i have been borrowing my grandma's car, until my cousin came home for Christmas from Pullman and it was the her turn to borrow it. tomorrow it will be back to me. i am going to do my best to get together with rhaychell at least once this week so we can burry ourselves beneath our sewing notions, slips, feathers and vintage jewelry. i love that girl so very very much. when i met her it was like finding a part of me that i didn't even know was missing. i feel entirely lucky to have someone right now who knows me, understands my crazies, inspires me and loves me back. i love that i have someone to have mock photoshoots with in wigs and lashes....