i am in love with mickey rourke

i haven't been in love for a long time. too long. no one has grabbed me at all. everyone i've bothered to kiss has been a bore. no one does it for me right now. i am picky and seattle is picked dry. i'm so over the skinny miserable rockers with substance abuse problems and jobs at easy street. no one has the sex appeal of mickey rourke these days. it has been a long time. for now i am just going to have me some wine, smoke me some smokes, watch mickey movies in my ratty cure t shirt while drawing our initials inside hearts on my bare knees. it's the closest thing to a meaningful relationship. there is something about muscles that i love. older men with big chests. fantastic and delicious. the song in the first video down is one of those infectious 80's songs that i get hooked on. i will never be one a music snob. i love bad 80's pop too much.