july 2007 was when i was first diagnosed. i've been on morphine for the pain for a year now and before that i tried everything from accupuncture to hypnosis to get rid of the pain. living on the morphine feels like hell. my emotions are flat. i do not feel sorry or elated. i don't get goosebumps when i hear chan marshall singing ramblin (wo)man. my heart doesn't twist over the sight of anyone. if i pull myself back i feel so very very very down. i can hardly pull myself from my sitting position. i needed 2010 to be a fresh start. i am missing out on the world from the out post. i just get deeper and deeper in my head from this little corner of my life. i am the only one who can take a hold of my life and get over it all.
1. green tea
2. three mile walk no matter what
3. mainly fresh fruits and veggies
4. taking my pills daily.
"If you don't know where you are going, the road will get you there." ~
Lewis Carroll
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